Hi All,
To say that this is my first attempt to blog would be a lie. I've tried blogging multiple times, but none of my previous blogs were either successful or entertaining or.. even nice... Every blog so far was full of hate and other negative emotions. This blog, as you have already assumed, is also going to be full of nasty things. What will set it apart from its predecessors is the idea of a better life. Precisely, a better life I am hoping to have after I quit my job.
Let me introduce myself first. I am a hostess at a busy New York restaurant. As you probably already deduced from the title of the blog and my other remarks, I hate my job. I hate it so much that everytime I have to work on the floor I feel like I want to just leave everything behind and run out. The maitre'd is a total pain in the ass. He is unprofessional in every sense of the word. He is bipolar and has mood swings that are worse than those of a pregnant/menstruating woman. He always takes it out on me and yells at me in front of customers. I hate him! You'd say that if I hate my job so much, why don't I just quit. Well, who is going to pay those credit card bills because they surely won't pay themselves...
So my plan of action is to stick around for a few more weeks and quit.
Now, when I try to imagine what my life will look like after I leave I see blue sky and feel warm wind and white sand. But I know better. In a couple of weeks, there will be no white sand anywhere near. Maybe some blue sky and some warm breeze. School will start and I will be quite occupied. However, the single thought that I will never see this place again and will be able to focus on school work makes me ecstatic! I will wear whatever I'll feel like. Comfortable and cozy are the words that come to mind. It will be amazing.
As for tonight, I am actually stuck at work, taking reservations. It is very boring. The phone barely rings.
Alright, it's time to go out. Ahhh finally :))
